Ascent of Mount Carmel
St. John of the Cross
(ICS, 1979) [1579]
230 p.
One darkest night I went,
aflame with love’s devouring eager burning —
O fortunate event! —
no witnesses discerning,
the house now still from which my steps were turning.Hidden by darkness, bent
on flight, disguised, down secret steps sojourning —
O fortunate event! —
Hidden by dark, and yearning,
the house now still from which my steps were turning.
Those who have attempted to cultivate a love of God, who have sought in the hope of finding, will know, from having discovered it, that their quarry is elusive. Jesus said that those who are weary and heavy-laden should go to him and expect to receive, at his hands, rest. He said that an abundant life was his gift to give. And it is true that these good things, succor and joy and fullness, are to be found there, under the shadow of his wing.
But the testimony of the tradition is that these gifts are not eternal; the time comes when the shadow of his wing becomes, in appearance at least, just a shadow, and the joy becomes muted, and the fullness recedes like a tide. The soul enters upon a desert; the things that formerly satisfied no longer do so. This experience can be variously interpreted, as indeed it may have various causes, but one of long standing in our tradition is that this seeming absence, this flight, is in fact a kind of summons, an invitation to pursuit, a retreat intended to lead the lover further up and further in, forsaking all others.
At the centre of this tradition, or, perhaps better, given our text, approaching the summit of the ascent at which this tradition aims, we find St. John of the Cross, the man who, one might say, could take a hint. For if an experience of desolation, of the things of the world turning to ash in our hands, of furtive withdrawal of him whom the soul desires are in fact preludes to a deeper, more substantial, and purer unity, then, understanding this, a way opens up for intentional cooperation with this process, for active cultivation of the state of soul that it encourages, a path, at least, of patience and non-resistance to the ordeal.
In Ascent of Mount Carmel he begins to describe a systematic emptying of the soul of all things that are not God, a purgation of the senses and the spirit, as an ascetic method of preparation of the soul for what it most desires: to be, at God’s own initiative, united to and filled by His presence. This path is described, in the stanza of his poem I cited above, as “darkest night”, which sounds forbidding, and indeed he warns that the path is not for those who prefer a “pleasant and delectable” life with God, which he dismisses as “spiritual gluttony”, but calls instead for “the annihilation of all sweetness in God, in aridity, distaste and trial, which is the true spiritual cross”, and yet the trial is worth undergoing, for it leads, he says, “to the Divine light of the perfect union of the love of God”.
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To make an approach to understanding this spiritual path, we might ask why he describes it as “darkest night”. St. John gives us three principal reasons. First, it involves deprivation, first of the senses (which is the task for beginners) and then progressively of the soul’s spiritual faculties of memory, will, and understanding. It is a discipline of spiritual detachment from all things. Second, it is a “night” because it requires faith, the “secret steps” of the poem, which is like darkness to the understanding. “A soul must pass beyond everything to unknowing.” And finally, it is “night” because it aims at union with God, who is like darkness inasmuch as he cannot be seen in himself or comprehended in himself. It is “darkest night” all the way.
He argues, rather boldly, that for those who would aspire to union with God in this life this “dark night of the soul” is not only advantageous, but necessary. This is so because love creates a likeness between the soul and the thing loved, but God is utterly unlike creatures, and so love for creatures is ultimately an impediment to union with God. It makes us unlike the One we want to be like.
“The eye cannot see Him, or aught that is like Him; neither can the ear hear His voice, or any sound that resembles it; neither can the sense of smell perceive a perfume so sweet as He, neither can the taste detect a savour so sublime and delectable; neither can the touch feel a movement so delicate and full of delight, nor aught like to it; neither can His form or any figure that represents Him enter into the thought or imagination. Even as Isaiah says: ‘Eye hath not seen Him, nor hath ear heard Him, neither hath it entered into the heart of man.'”
He refers us to Moses’ ascent up Sinai, and to God’s commandment to make no graven image; the furniture of our everyday lives must be yielded up, forsaken, in order to seek out God alone. This path of purgation, in fact, is at its heart the imitation of Christ, who emptied himself.
He is quite uncompromising on this basic principle. Interior attachment to penultimate things will undermine the quest for God: “desires darken and blind the soul”, “desires that are not mortified grow to such a point that they kill the soul with respect to God”. He does add, by way of clarification, that he addresses here “voluntary” desires, as opposed to “natural” desires, such as those for food or sleep. Certain things are necessary for us to live, but things extra are distractions, for they can possess the soul, and there is no end to them. We must rather remove from our souls, insofar as we can, everything that is not God.
Much of Ascent of Mount Carmel is a detailed exploration of just how this divestment takes place. St. John of the Cross is widely recognized as one of our tradition’s great spiritual masters, at least in part because of the thoroughness and orderliness of his thought about matters that might seem (as they do to me) murky and confused. The idea of a purgation and purification of the senses is straightforward enough, conceptually (though not to carry out in practice). It is when he turns to the subsequent purgation of the spiritual faculties, a process fraught with complexity and subtlety, that he really shows his powers of analysis and insight.
The spiritual faculties he divides into three: understanding, memory, and will, linking each of them to one of the theological virtues (faith to understanding, hope to memory, and charity to will), such that the purgation of each faculty corresponds to an increase in the corresponding virtue. A night of understanding, for instance, pertains to faith, which is “an emptiness and darkness with respect to understanding”; a night of memory pertains to hope because “hope always relates to that which is not possessed”; and a night of will relates to charity inasmuch as the latter is “detachment from all affection and from rejoicing in all that is not God”. And “night” here, again, means detachment, a surrendering of the desire to possess through understanding, and of things hoped for, and of love for finite things.
It is hard for me to grasp just what he is getting at here. When he says that one should not have an interior attachment to hope, or to a thing hoped for, is that equivalent to not having hope? Or is one to cultivate a stance of indifference toward something hoped for? Take it or leave it? And if you’re indifferent to an object of hope, is that really hope? I think his view is that hope in anything other than God is an obstacle to progress toward God. This is true even when we place our hope (or faith or love) in something good. (One of the more difficult questions he has to contend with in the book is why God gives us spiritual gifts — consolations, visions, revelations — if they are ultimately obstacles to our spiritual progress. His position is that they are suitable helps in the early stages, during the, as it were, “dim night of the soul,” but that they eventually need to be relinquished if progress is to continue.)
The purgation of desire even for good spiritual things does not lead to neglect or contempt of those things. Things good should be seen as truly good. But, again, we are counselled to not grow attached to them. Spiritual gifts and graces from God, for example, provide us “with a sudden sense of delight and spiritual refreshment”, and they “produce in the soul … quiet, illumination, joy like that of glory, sweetness, purity and love, humility and inclination or elevation of the spirit in God”. But even these, he says, “”cannot serve […] as a proximate means to union with God, and thus the soul must conduct itself in a purely negative way concerning them.” Rather, these gifts and graces are to be treasured solely for the honour and glory of God, not for any good thing that accrues to the soul through them. We must still do good works, for example, but those on the path of purgation “…must hide their good works so that God alone may see them, and must not desire anyone to take notice of them.”
This undoubtedly has a harsh quality; as he said at the outset, it is not for the faint of heart. “Strive always to prefer,” we are told, “not that which is easiest but that which is most difficult.” But the asceticism has a positive end; all this negation is the furthest thing from nihilism. The aim is union with God, in which state every good thing comes to the soul in its fullest expression. St. John formulates a series of aphorisms and paradoxes to express this fullness-though-emptiness character of the dark night, and it’s worth sampling a few:
In order to arrive at having pleasure in everything, desire to have pleasure in nothing.
In order to arrive at that which thou knowest not, thou must go by a way that thou knowest not.
In order to arrive at that which thou art not, thou must go through that which thou art not.
What does he really mean by “union with God” (he often adds, “insofar as it is possible in this life”)? It sounds fuzzy, but actually he means something specific: a union of wills, in which “the two wills are conformed together as one, and there is naught in the one that is repugnant to the other.” He compares the soul to a window, and God to light. When the window is cleaned and stripped bare of all accretions, the light shines through, and fills it.
Greater progress along this path has various good effects upon the soul. A lack of attachment produces “generosity, liberty of soul, clarity of reason, tranquility, peaceful confidence in God, recollection, and true reverence.”
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Those of us who are beginners will have to take his word for it. In the meantime, let’s go back to the early stages. I said at the outset that God may prompt a soul to set out on the journey through this “dark night” by withdrawing his consolations or apparent presence. What advice does St. John give to someone at this stage who is trying to discern what is happening?
He acknowledges, first, that when this happens a soul can be tempted to despair, or, less dramatically, to cast about for something to do, something that will restore the former state of comfortable proximity to God. But he advises the opposite: “learn to abide attentively and wait lovingly upon God in a state of quiet”. In this state of expectant waiting, he advises that one look at oneself, examine one’s conscience, and look for certain signs of the silent summons. For instance, he says that one might experience a loss of interest or pleasure in meditations requiring the exercise of the imagination (like, I suppose, the rosary), or a lack of desire to fix one’s attention on images or objects. Perhaps such things begin to feel like clutter or noise, beside the point. Or the person begins to take a particular pleasure in being alone, and prefers to simply wait silently on God. These are signs that the time has come to enter into the “dark night”. In this state, without any fanfare, things will begin to be wrought in the soul without any labour on its part.
“Let him learn to be still in God, fixing his loving attention upon Him, in the calm of his understanding, although he may think himself to be doing nothing. For thus, little by little and very quickly, Divine calm and peace will be infused into his soul, together with a wondrous and sublime knowledge of God, enfolded in Divine love.”
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I read St. John of the Cross the way a child looks out over the ocean. I see something mysterious and fascinating, and alluring, and frightening, but I have not been there. I have known for a long time that in my own interior life, including my religious life, “silence” and “solitude” are golden words that point the way forward. Under their guidance I have adopted a semi-regular habit of taking monastic retreats, and my own prayer is, ideally, one of silent attentiveness. I prefer Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament, silent and alone, at night, to, for instance, the rosary, the latter more often than not making me feel like Hamlet on the stairs, lost in “words, words, words”.
Because of this basic orientation, or temperament, I’ve thought for a long time that St John of the Cross would have something to say to me. I bought a volume of all his writings over a decade ago, but, you know, what with one thing and another, and all the bluster that comes with family life, I haven’t felt ready to hear him. I don’t know that I’m ready yet, quite honestly, but I decided that more auspicious times might be wholly mythical.
The problem for me is that much of the book is describing terra incognita. A guidebook is most useful to a traveller when he is on the scene, or nearly so. The book is full of subtle distinctions, obscure warnings, and reports of strange phenomena. Presumably these become clearer the closer one gets to them. While it is interesting and, in a way, helpful to have a sense of the overall shape of the journey, the portions of Ascent of Mount Carmel that are most pertinent to me, and also, in what might be more than just a happy coincidence, the portions that make the most sense to me, are those addressed to beginners.
The counsel, to reiterate, is simple: “”Let him learn to be still in God, fixing his loving attention upon Him.”